Now I'm back
So much and nothing can happen in so little time.
We are fully moved into a new home and I'm reeling from the changes. No longer obsessed with my music career, like I was when I felt young. Instead I am always obssessed with my business and finances and my clients. I am feeling the full 35ness of being 35. It is modestly uncomfortable and yet easy like an extra 15 pounds around the mid section you've gradually collected for the last 5 years or so. Being like this just snuck up on me, little by little. And I don't think I like it very much at all. That's without children. What do people my age with children do? How does one have any time to be oneself at all?
Biology is such a bitch.
Why couldn't we all be mechanical with nice, long shelf lives and replaceable parts of desirable sizes. Why couldn't we be permanent and have a soul?
I'm going to start obsessing about my music career again instead.
We are fully moved into a new home and I'm reeling from the changes. No longer obsessed with my music career, like I was when I felt young. Instead I am always obssessed with my business and finances and my clients. I am feeling the full 35ness of being 35. It is modestly uncomfortable and yet easy like an extra 15 pounds around the mid section you've gradually collected for the last 5 years or so. Being like this just snuck up on me, little by little. And I don't think I like it very much at all. That's without children. What do people my age with children do? How does one have any time to be oneself at all?
Biology is such a bitch.
Why couldn't we all be mechanical with nice, long shelf lives and replaceable parts of desirable sizes. Why couldn't we be permanent and have a soul?
I'm going to start obsessing about my music career again instead.
